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I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'm not perfect. I'm sorry I don't know the right words to say. I'm sorry I am the way I am. I'm sorry for the things I've said. I'm sorry for the way I treat you sometimes. I'm sorry I can't be better. I'm sorry I feel the way I do. I'm sorry I push you away. I'm sorry you put up with me. I'm sorry for not always understanding. I'm sorry I don't tell you everything. I'm sorry I can't see you much to fix things. I'm sorry I'm difficult. I'm sorry I make you miserable. I'm sorry I'm me. I'm sorry I breathe.

Broken boy I love you. I know you're angry and I know you've been hurt Just please let me fix you. I'll sew the pieces of you back together. Trust me. I'm not her and you're mine now. I would never, ever do anything to lose that. You're beautiful and amazing. And I would do anything for you. I'd walk to the edges of the earth and back just to see you. So please, just lean on me Life is a bitch but when you feel like you're sinking I'll lift you up. I won't let you fall just stay by me.

You said that no matter what you wanted us to be together whether it was like that or not. Well I see you don't give a fuck about me anymore so I'm a fool for trying, I'm a fool and you're a liar. I'll still try but I guess it's what I deserve. I'll say fuck you , I'll say I don't care but I'll still cry over you. You ruin me. I just want to slide the knife to see the crimson. No I don't love you. I never did. Us being together was a mistake. I regret it everyday. It ruined our friendship it ruined my relationship with my best friend. You. I just miss you. You liar, I hate you. You liar, I miss you like hell.

So I told you. You don't understand and I really don't think you care. I spilled my guts about how I'm not okay and you said "That's not too bad right?" I love you I really do and you've said the same But you're killing me Please help me I told you because I need you to say it'll be okay I need you to care I need you to hold me and let me be weak for just a minute Please I'd do the same I'm on the edge and you don't seem to care Before it's too late just say something to let me know I matter to you

He pushes you down You take it I have no sympathy for you Stand up for your self Stop being a coward Lift yourself up and break the bastards jaw You deserve more but you take this cretin So for your stupidity you will suffer Push, punch, slam, kick The daily routine You lie when we ask where the bruises and cuts come from I'm sick of you and him Both of you need to go You both disgust me I tried to help you and you got pissed So enjoy your pain

I can't take this much longer There's more to it than you think So much drama, so much hurt I'm so stressed it makes me sick I'm scared to eat I either hurt or get hurt by everyone It's a vicious cycle but It's what i deserve Family's not right best friend hates me i have to start all over...again I just wish someone would look through my eyes and see what i do feel what's in my heart I can't take this much longer

Your conformity kills me This is no way to be Just like everyone else Im sick of hearing what they tell us I don't want to fit in To society, difference is a sin We are not sheep We are people From the underground to the highest steeple Our souls are ours to keep We are snowflakes No two the same And we all have what it takes To not be so lame As to worry about what everyone thinks But truth be told Most people aren't so bold Everybody wants to be accepted and liked So they sell their individuality To be at the cool table and not have to hide It's such a bloody pity When I see it my anger is spiked This conformity is

Let's march the march of death Because we're all living dead Walking skeletons;breathing corpses Our cold hearts beat no longer So come along and rebel Riot;pound down the streets Break some glass and maybe a few necks Stand tall all you cold, dead Nothings The Underworld is your home So claim it;claim it now

He looked into the mirror at his reflection. His black hair obscured sapphire eyes and he was gritting his teeth. He slammed his fist against the mirror, shattering it. A shard of glass sliced a three inch gash down his arm and blood spurted onto his dark grey t-shirt. He winced and fell to the floor. Tears streamed down his face, but not because of his arm, it was his migraine and the voices.  He clamped his hands to his ears to try and block out the screaming. It didn't help, they were in his head. She's dead. Your mother is dead. You'll never see her again. Insanity. You'll go crazy. "Shut up!" he screamed to them. He lay on the floor stil

One day Vexen was just working hard in his laboratory on a new experiment to grow a heart, when Demyx walked in. "HI VEXEN!" Demyx exclaimed. Vexen hadn't realized Demyx was in there when and jumped at the sound of his name, almost dropping some flask containing a bright red liquid. "Go away Demyx! You're going to screw this up!" he growled. Tears welled in Demyx's eyes and he pouted. "Oh fine just don't touch anything!" Vexen commanded. "Yay!" Demyx yelled and skipped around. He stopped when Vexen threatened to give him a potion that would put him to sleep. For Good. So, the melodious nocturne just wandered around looking at everything